beautiful young lady...

Hello beautiful young lady...

You offered your self to me, and I... turned away...

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I've tried identifiying what that was about: fear? of being hurt? of 'falling'? anxiety? love pain?

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...until I just realized that I simply was not ready yet...

I realized that my extremely deeply rooted issues with love relationships are stil there, that I still have to bury myself into that shadowy zone of my consciousness, to bring it to Light... and crystallize the true picture of what my relationship with you beautiful, sensual, sweet ladies is, so as to be able to tell you:

"I feel an irresistible attraction towards you. As you do towards me. I feel like kissing you, right here and right now..."

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"I desire making Love to you, cherishing you, being there for you completely, entirely... I desire for us to share more pleasure than we could ever imagine experiencing... While remaining free... You and I... remaining free..."

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So am I ready now? We'll see...